Wednesday, August 19, 2009

~My First Chapter~


Say "LOVE"...

"Love is a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable that weakens my brain, causes my eyes to sparkle, my cheeks to glow, and my blood pressure to rise."


To me...the four letter word of LOVE is...be it passionate, cute, sweet or even sorrow, but its fully expresses what i feel towards it. Love is far from simple. Love is complicated and a mixes of all flavors that can perfectly blend together to create the scents..the colors...and the looks of LOVE.Sometimes i found it is hard for me to worship for it.....Maybe i should.....love hardly, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything and have no regrets. I guess i never lose by loving. I lose because im holding back. My decision is rite or perhaps it is not....i really dont know and im not sure....

Maybe im going to be hurt, but i insisted to figure out to see whether i deserve the pain or maybe despite that, i gain my sugarfree sweetness throughout my fight. I truly trust that "to love someone is nothing, to be loved by someone is something, and to love someone who loves me is everything."

I dont need a guy of mine promise me the moon or stars...just promise that he will stand under them with me. I just need a guy that deserves me myself... A guy that will stick by my side... no matter how stupid i am in everything and the one that will forgive me... mistakes after mistakes...because im so good in doing this...make him angry...mess up his life...ruin his words n works.......

I'm just a tiny little girl that hope my guy cal me at late nite... just to say.."Bao bei, i just wanted to tell you... I love you~" Im eager for it to happen....Will it be "him" or my lovely Mr. Santa Claus to make it for me......

P/S : I wont miss out X' Mas tis year, coz i want to make my wish~WINK-->Cupid has to strike!